Love me, Hate me, I will not forsake thee

To those of you who know me, think you know me, love me or hate me, I challenge you to rethink yourself.

It is a great calling for me to study evil. For knowing one’s adversary is the only feasible way to defeat it.

Occasionally, my studies make me angry. If you do not study evil, you do not know. But when a person studies evil, and sees what it has done, and understands what it’s intentions are, it is truly and mind bogglingly infuriating.

Some have expressed to me that they have thought that “I used to be happier when…” and continue to express their concern for me. There are people who think I am angry and bitter, misguided or misled.

To those of you, I will say this once and only once. It is a great calling to fight evil. It is both a blessing and a curse. I wish that the kinds of evil that I have studied did not exist, but this does not change the fact that they do, in fact exist.

I am happier with my life now than I have ever been. I am certainly not happy with some of the things that I have come to know, but I am quite content to know that my place is to uncover, expose and extinguish evil within my lifetime.

So next time you think I used to be so much more of a nice guy back when X, please reconsider that statement. I am fighting for you. I am fighting for our families. And I am fighting for humanity and I will not stop until only peace, non-aggression and love reigns in this world.

Until then, in my perception, all of humanity is living under a demonic illusion. We were meant to live for so much more, but we lost ourselves. I have found myself. And I am at peace.